run

have you ever just wanted to run away? run away from everything and never look back. just run and run and run until you cant move anymore and wherever you stop, that's where you start your new life.

or maybe you just rest there until you have the strength to keep running, never staying in one place too long, for fear that you're being chased by something bigger than you, something you cant control no matter how hard you fight it. you throw everything in your firepower at it , but no matter what you do it always somehow resurfaces and finds someway to torture you. to play puppet master with your life. you cut the strings and fight but you always end up being caught in the same trap, just a different day.

the only thing you can do is give up, let it pull you under the surface deep down into the depths and slowly fall asleep. a sleep so deep you never wake up. you never dream, never think, you just sleep until you have been down in the cold so long the world forgets about you. it has its arms wrapped around you so tight your soul gives up and dissolves into nothingness, and you are no longer you, just another sunken vessel, hidden in the depths where no one know where you are, and no one cares.